My family are doing this funny thing … where they seem to be a little nervous to eat around me or apologise throughout the meal.  Honestly, its not even a thing to me!  I don’t feel hungry at all and even push myself to have my three meals.  Sure food smells nice, I just don’t want to eat it.

I learned a big lesson the other day, I pushed myself too far to eat whats on the recommended menu and I felt so uncomfortable all day.  So I’m now choosing the most liquid of meals.  Yesterday was much much better.
So I went and bought a wee Food and Exercise notebook (me and stationary, I can’t help myself!) and I’m hoping, based on past experiences, that this will help me know what and when.

I’d fully expected to be MISSING things.  Like ice-cream – or cheese.  But with not feeling hungry at all, its actually pretty bloody easy.  But I’ll tell you what I really miss, you know what I really miss right?  Yes, coffee, shit I miss you!!!  But you’ll just have to wait until I can get my fluid intake up and keep it up.  You’ll dehydrate me – and make me pee lots.  Naughty coffee.

I still love you though.

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